Breaking The Habit(自新)
作詞：Linkin Park
作曲：Linkin Park
Memories consume like opening the wounds
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume I'm safe here in the room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know It's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than any time before
I have no options left again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
回憶啃噬
像是剝開傷口
我又開始數落自己
你們全都猜想
待在房裡我安全的很
除非我又開始找碴
我並不想
任命運宰割
因為內心裡 我明白
我是迷亂的那一個
我不知道有什麼值得爭取
或是我為何吶喊
我不知道我為何要煽動
說些口是心非的話
我不知道怎麼淪落到這步田地
我知道這不好
所以我要
改掉壞習慣
就在今晚
緊抓住解藥
我牢牢鎖上門
試著喘口氣
我受的傷
比以往都更重
再次 我又別無選擇
我會昭告大眾
因為我是罪有應得
我不會再反抗
就這樣結束吧
我不知道有什麼值得爭取
或是我為何吶喊
但我現在腦子清晰了些
可以對你表示我真正的想法
我不知道我是怎麼了
我永遠都好不了
所以我要
改掉壞習慣
改掉壞習慣
就在今晚
