thank you.
you know my brother thinks the same. he thinks Maddie would have been dead a long time ago if I didn't take her in, and I have to remind him I was lucky to have her in my life too. She was there with me when I went through a lot. No judgement, just there by my side.
anyway, I decided I don't want to go today. I'll go tomorrow instead.

Don't worry, I am ok.
I have got people offering me to take their kids off their hands now that I have an empty nest... hahaha...